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Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Tue, 15 Dec 2009 01:52:37 GMT

josh & mom walked into the door.

josh: im home
me: what? NO PIZZA?
josh: pizza?
me: yeah.. umma. you said if I do to the Laundromat with her I'll get pizza.
umma: pizza?
me: josh..go practice your driving and get me some!
josh: UMMA! PIZZA NUEN?
umma: hm.. i don't want to cook tonight
josh: OK COOL! LETS GO!
me: nah forget it. I have write this paper. lets just eat bap.
umma: no lets have pizza. bobae since you went to the laundromat,
josh you get the pizza.
josh: but umma I have finals too..
umma: too bad lets go.

HAHA.
funny.

Monday, December 14, 2009

Mon, 14 Dec 2009 06:37:10 GMT

HEY COOL!
firefox lets me change the font colors & stuff.
stupid safari. HAHAHA ;)

just looking past this year.
I've learned so much.
I've lost many things, time and even friends.
But I've gained so much more...

what happened this past year?
I had a chance to step away from leadership.
I got to be on the rebellious side of the tracks
I ended junior year and started my sophomore year.
I started and ended two interships.
I yelled at many many people.
I got yelled at by many many people.
I bought a camera
I ended my old small group and was blessed through a new group of girls.
I ended my leadership as treasurer in both college group & kccc.
I started and ended my term as president of SVA KCCC
I grew a heart for the ignored and broken.
I came to love my little bible study group.
I saw our YG go through 4 JDSNs.
I caught a glimpse of His love for our YG.
I was able to serve with my old old soonjang on campus
I fell in love with my sva friends...like really so much love for them.
I realized I needed to be more compassionate & humble.
I lost people who I thought were my closest friends
I gain friends who I never thought I would even talk to...
I closed my heart to the world and saw it get soften with the right push &
the prayers of many friends...jinja many thanks to jiyun unni.
I saw people get engaged and make wedding plans.
I got involved in the biggest extended family mess.
I finally saw my dad in a new light as the head of the family.
I got close to my sister and am learning to tolerate my brother.
I decided that it might be ok to get married if the right person comes along.
I fell into a period of transition and growth and realized I can never be satisfied.

& i'm still not satisfied. I'll continue to grow
Can't wait until next year.

Monday, December 14, 2009

Mon, 14 Dec 2009 02:08:40 GMT

bridget: for paper cut-y fonts...
well i just do what you do.

I make one layer of an actual sans-serif font lock it.
and then on another layer using similar portpotions
I just loosely point plots. sorry... i dunno any papery fonts.
check out dafonts.com? or myfonts? HAHAHA. :DDDD

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one more freaen week left.
then im gonna play.

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damn! out of all the things I could lose...
i lost my my laptop charger.
so im in his room.. charging for 30 minutes &
he charges his laptop for 30 minutes.
hes so annoyed at me right now. HAHAA
but can i do. i need to write a paper. ahhaha

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Sat, 12 Dec 2009 06:45:51 GMT

Hawk Nelson - Friend like that

2:46 am AIR ONE

Friday, December 11, 2009

Fri, 11 Dec 2009 19:57:25 GMT

things that happened to me lately//

this morning I saw a car crash.
I was so shocked and before i knew it.
everyone in the cars came out
(I thought: they're gonna fight!)
with this video/film cameras
(I thought: its a movie!)
and all of a sudden I see 20 other guys with cameras
running to this apartment building few steps away
(& then I knew: stupid paparazzi..)

lately ive been up doing work...
but then again what college student hasn't...
but the only problem is i've been having snacks to keep myself up.
coffee, milk, cookies, fruit,sandwiches...the list goes on & on.
i can feeeeeelll myself getting fatter. sigh

my website is up! :D
there is nothing on it yet but its up! hahaa

I am no longer a member of the art director's club.
this is only because the school is no longer paying for
my art director's club membership haha :D

graduating scares me...
why? because 1. now i have to find a job
2. cause i can no longer go into the moma for free.

Wednesday, December 09, 2009

Wed, 09 Dec 2009 07:12:23 GMT

mission accomplished..
I should have wrote this yesterday. HAHA

last night ..so monday night..
the labs finally opened up 24 hrs
so with a little convincing the whole
gang decided to stay the night there.

They did it cause they work as assistants.
I just needed to do my homework.

I am very very proud to say that I did not
fall asleep at all until 8:30 am! :D

Usually im the first one to knock out &
then they all start taking pictures of me.
But yes... I was the last one to finish up.

actually I didn't even know they left..
they went into the one the empty classrooms
& did the whole famous 3 chairs as a bed thing.

Today is day 2
and its 3:12 am & i'm seeing stars.

Monday, December 07, 2009

Mon, 07 Dec 2009 17:35:31 GMT

I love kurt halsey. no doubt. that man is talented.

but i like being unique.
not for the intention of being unique.

I just like having something/wearing something/
being someone...that no one else has/wore/is

case 1. i like hollister & the whole american eagle bit.
THEN it exploded and so I stopped wearing it.
seriously our church could have advertised for them.
So i stopped and shopped around marshalls and target.
cause I liked that I wasn't wearing what she was wearing.

case2. back to old kurt halsey.
I love you man forreal & I will always love your artwork.
But my unique artist is suddenly on everyone's facebook page.
Its not that I don't like you.. you are indeed so very much talented.
but.. I'm moving on to another illustrator/graphic artist. see you.
& i'm keeping it a secret so people don't find out.

Sunday, December 06, 2009

Sun, 06 Dec 2009 21:08:55 GMT

I like the feeling of being busy.
I like when I can do stuff for people.
I like when people come to me for advice..
no matter how bad it is.

But lately,

I can feel my head spinning.
my body has already been accustomed to
sleeping ( you know deep sleep like rem)
as soon as I hop on the train.

actually lately is a bad word.

LAST WEEK is better.

I wasn't like this 2 weeks ago.

edit

OH MY GOSH! I WANT I WANT I WANT.
I never wanted a book this badly before.
hahhaa I shall go buy it sometime this month
and let you know how beautiful its pages are!

Thursday, December 03, 2009

Thu, 03 Dec 2009 16:01:30 GMT

I was so tired and just kinda dozed off

then fell back into a chair
& got a rude awakening.

Thursday, December 03, 2009

Thu, 03 Dec 2009 03:48:16 GMT

i need to get organized.