they say its ok we'll all friendly with each other. we'll not hostile.
yeah...kids going home hurt and crying is not hostile at all.
There is a obvious problem and even a more obvious answer.
we all need to let go of ourself, to our pride and to comfort zone.
there is a lack of cooperation, lack of prayer thus, lack of unity.
I hope that we aren't hoping that things will continue this way.
'cause right now we are welcoming hostility, disunity and the devil.
tell me what part of anger, bitterness and hatred is pleasing to God?
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we were sitting there rooted in our bitterness.
refusing to budge at all, because they hurt our hearts, our pride.
trying to calm down another is not a job for another victim.
then our college group bu-jang sungsengnim (head teacher??) came by.
He is a jip sanneem, who invest so much into cg, financially and in love.
I mentioned teasingly, no one cares that my brother went to korea.
no one seemed to noticed that he hasn't come to church for a month now.
that the girl in front of me went away to school and when she came back,
someone asked her what was her reason for rebelling and not coming to church.
I said jokingly i guess nobody cares.
then he spoke.
about his mentally disabled only daughter, susan.
how when they moved her to another church....
none of the adults and none of the college group
members where she was once a active member....
no one asked him where she went.
They just remember the days when she caused havoc
hitting people, pulling hairs, throwing bibles...
but recently susan became part of praise team
singing and praising God and blessing all those who were
there...pastors, elders, jipsanneems.
Its true people don't care at all.
But God loves susan too and He didn't turn away to the
5 years of consistent prayer of the Jipsaneem.
"You can say whatever you want to heal a person's heart,
but that won't accomplish anything. God knows..God
can heal your heart. Thats all him..."
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