every pastor/Christian article I read...
talk about how we are living this this age or that age.

1. Relativism age -belief that all points of view are equally valid. What you think is right and wrong is right and wrong for you, and what I think is right and wrong is right and wrong for me. Though our lists may be different, our lists are equally legitimate.

"That's true for you but not for me"
"Beauty is in the eye of the beholder"
"You can't judge other cultures by the standards of your own"

2.Postmodernism -refers to a cultural, intellectual, or artistic state lacking a clear central hierarchy or organizing principle and embodying extreme complexity, contradiction, ambiguity, diversity, interconnectedness or interreferentiality, in a way that is often indistinguishable from a parody of itself.

3.Progressivism - refers to ideologies and movements favoring or advocating changes or reform, usually in a statist or egalitarian direction for economic policies (government management) and liberal direction for social policies (personal choice)


Is your head spinning yet?

my fam is so funny.
really really funny.
my 15 year old cousin
just beat me at pool.

you know...
the place where
i first learned how to
play pool is owned
by the father of
my current hyungbu.
haha funny

im having so much fun.

so please don't wake me up.
don't ruin it for me.

they say its ok we'll all friendly with each other. we'll not hostile.
yeah...kids going home hurt and crying is not hostile at all.

There is a obvious problem and even a more obvious answer.
we all need to let go of ourself, to our pride and to comfort zone.
there is a lack of cooperation, lack of prayer thus, lack of unity.
I hope that we aren't hoping that things will continue this way.
'cause right now we are welcoming hostility, disunity and the devil.

tell me what part of anger, bitterness and hatred is pleasing to God?





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we were sitting there rooted in our bitterness.
refusing to budge at all, because they hurt our hearts, our pride.
trying to calm down another is not a job for another victim.

then our college group bu-jang sungsengnim (head teacher??) came by.
He is a jip sanneem, who invest so much into cg, financially and in love.

I mentioned teasingly, no one cares that my brother went to korea.
no one seemed to noticed that he hasn't come to church for a month now.
that the girl in front of me went away to school and when she came back,
someone asked her what was her reason for rebelling and not coming to church.
I said jokingly i guess nobody cares.

then he spoke.
about his mentally disabled only daughter, susan.
how when they moved her to another church....
none of the adults and none of the college group
members where she was once a active member....
no one asked him where she went.

They just remember the days when she caused havoc
hitting people, pulling hairs, throwing bibles...
but recently susan became part of praise team
singing and praising God and blessing all those who were
there...pastors, elders, jipsanneems.

Its true people don't care at all.
But God loves susan too and He didn't turn away to the
5 years of consistent prayer of the Jipsaneem.

"You can say whatever you want to heal a person's heart,
but that won't accomplish anything. God knows..God
can heal your heart. Thats all him..."

there were only 2 times in my entire life
(ok... maybe not. lets say conscious life span)
that a cold/flu affected my meals


1. 2007 - korea
I got so sick during CM
I didn't eat anything for the entire week of CM.
James Gsns bought me & Jinyoung unni Juk/congee
with this little bowl of kimchi and that was my first
meal after the 4 days of gagging...thanks GANS.

2. 2009 - Long Island.
I'm sick now. Coughing up flem, runny nose..etc
and for the first time... I'm having problems
eating because everything just tastes sour.
Whatever I eat, I feel like I washed it all down
with some bad yogurt. arg.

all girls have their comfort food.
i don't mean an actual meal.
a little thing that helps them get through the day.

in witch yoo-hee, it was the box of marshmallows.
in matilda, it was Miss Honey's father sacred chocolates.
for most girls, the most common are ice cream or chocolate.

I thought mine was a can of coke.
but my mom bought a box of ferrero rocher
that she intended to send to our relatives in korea
but she just kept it. Its been quite heavenly. ;D