my gmama likes to watch cop shows.




i really love youth group kids. they are so funny.

for those who thought i was exaggerating about the insanity about sva.
i got this email from my instructor from my music video class that I took last year.

----didn't make anything. worked all day.
and now drowning myself in dramas.


----same today. worked all day.
actually had to run to ktown & back.

----same today. slept all day.
so i see a trend. this project is a fail.

10/27

letterpress.
ok so I didn't really make it make it.
but i got to crack the little wheel thingy
its so cool.

so you set up these metal blocks of letters..backwards
( I couldn't see if I was spelling bobae or dodae..)
and then you set it out on this frame.
ink it up and booing! there you go!
letter press like they did during the old times.

(ok it wasn't that simple but close enough)
I LOOOOVVVVVEEEEDDDD IIITTTTT!!

i saw my cousin again today.
and its so strange.

she changed so much after her marriage and her pregnancy.

I actually remember her first date with hyungbu.
I can say whatever I want right? since no one reads this ;)

she and I were sitting in Grandma's house/my house.
She didn't really like his appearance or his personality. HAHA.
But she was in her 30s and we knew it would be difficult
for her to find someone well.. you know the clock was ticking.
She was trying to get me to convince our Gmama that maybe
he wasn't the one. That she had many friends in Korea who
were more than willing to hook her up with another guy.
"once more chance..give him one more chance."

now.. in present day,
she married the dude and is pregnant with her first child.
Seeing her today was quite..well strange - for lack of a better word.

She was preparing his lunch for him by packing things together
from the church picnic. Making sure she was picking things he
might like. it was kinda cute.

I asked her about her job that she said she would never quit.
Her career and her success was important to her. She told us
that she couldn't quit for the baby. Which honestly is where I
sort of learned and adapted my own philosophy about that as well.

But she had quit..no part time not even once a week. completely quit.
Her management job. "REALLY?" "Yeah! its different when you have a kid."

She even started to come to church more often saying she really
wanted to pray for her future family and bless the child.
AHAHA...she used to tell me I go to church too much.

She changed really. She was the cool cousin. She spent thousands...
literally on clothes and bags and eating out with friends. I spotted
her often in flushing chilling and even bragging about her "freedom."

Now shes so more more relaxed, 100% focused on her family.
She's been giving happy too..gifting my family with a new coffeemaker! :D
You know what else.. She also used to be one of the many potty mouths
in the family...gossip/complaining/slandering another people..etc.etc.
Now.. She told us that she doesn't want to partake in that anymore
cause she really wants to bless and of course love her baby.

Kinda makes me question what i thought/what she thought was important.

dear xanga,

you rock. i tried blogger and blog something something.

but i can't help but come back to you.
with your simple design and simple maneuvers
with the template designs. the quick photo uploads
and the more than easily accessible subscription page
that allows me to see friend's xanga posts with ease.
you rock!

from,
paulinebk


--
this has nothing to do with this but..

1. i just had a 3 hr nap and like a 5 hour play time.
2. very very very happy.
3. love my soonwons :D